Monday, February 13, 2012

Hard Days

I think some days are just meant to be hard.

I woke up to a cold and rainy Monday here in College Station. My classes were super dry and boring, and I had a lot to do with absolutely no motivation to do any of it. As soon as I got back from class my best friend called me with devastating news, and my heart broke into pieces for her and the battle she is about to face head on. I was down in the dumps for the rest of the day, and went to polo with the hopes of today becoming better. Nope. I got out of practice only to find out that one of my really good friends back at home was in a major dilemma, and I couldn't think of the words to say in order to help her out. I sat on the phone and just listened to her cry for a while.

I got back to my dorm and was texting my dad when I found out that my Uncle Bob had passed away. I LOST it. I have been dreading the end of February leading up to March 4th as that marks the year of the hardest week of my life. It was just one helpless situation after another, and I couldn't take it anymore!

Luckily, right as I was sniffling up the last tears, Laura called me and I vented to her for a little while and ultimately felt much better. Still sad and upset, but okay. Thank God for great friends and a wonderful God who is always there to listen to help combat the hard days!

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