24 Hours till Cypress-bound

I cannot believe that in 24 hours I will be back in Cypress. I have never had more mixed emotions in my entire laugh.

Excitement: I’m SO ready to be home in Cypress and be able to spend time with my family and just relax. I have seriously missed just being with them-whether that means sitting and talking with my mom, beating my dad at darts game after game, or watching NCIS with Kole and Dad. I have missed snuggling with my puppy, I have missed my mothers cooking (even possibly her new meals). I am more than ready to be back in my own bed and have my own space for a bit. I’m excited to just be home.

Anxiety: I still don’t know my chem final grade, and so therefore I still don’t know if I passed that class. Definitely have a bit of anxiety about that realizing that there is absolutely nothing that I could do in order to help my grade at this point.

Upset: I definitely don’t want to leave my friends. This last month has been the best month of college no doubt, and the fact that I’m leaving all of these wonderful people who I won’t see for probably about 3 months is definitely poopy!

There are definitely way more emotions than just those three, but the idea is the same. College Station has become a home, and so I’m leaving one home for another. I’m SO excited to be home, I just wish that I could have both of those worlds combined into one.

So, how am I spending these last 24 (less than that actually) hours? Well… I’m in the library with Jana right now. We study really well together and I needed to edit a paper and she has a final tomorrow, so I am kinda hanging out in the library with her because I have nothing else to do. And it’s hurricaning outside, so I might as well wait the storm out. Plus, Jana found out I had never had a temporary tattoo and so she decided that needed to be changed. So, we are doing that at some point tonight? Tomorrow morning my parents are getting here to help me load up vehicles, luckily all of my stuff is essentially packed up. Then we are walking through the MSC and grabbing lunch there before they head back to Cypress and I go off to turn in my English final paper. I check out of my dorm at 4, and then I’ll probably go watch TV in the commons until dinnertime when Jana, Jen, Katie and I are all going out for dinner. Then the hardest goodbyes of all will occur, and then I’ll be on my way HOME! Tomorrow will definitely be a day of mixed emotions, but I am SO ready!