Relationships

There are some things I would rather just not blog about. Things like this. Things that I wish didn't happen, that didn't need to be blogged about.

But in the effort of making this blog an accurate representation of my life, I will include it.

A huge part of college is about relationships, and a lot of emphasis is placed on relationships involving guys. I have never been one to be eager about jumping into relationships, never been the girl that had to be in a relationship to be happy. I'm SO far from that. But that does not mean that I don't wonder what it would be like to have a boyfriend, that I don't dream about that, that I don't want that one day in the future.

So when the guy that you have liked for a long time goes on a date with another girl, it sucks. And when you spend the afternoon hanging out with a group and they are both there flirting with each other, it's rough.

There is no nice way to put it, it's hard and it's not fun.

But there is a silver lining. As wonderful as he is, he just may not be the right one for me, which means that if it is in God's perfect plan for me to one day find a guy to spend the rest of my life with, then he is better than the guy I've been liking. I can't complain with that, I can't be unhappy with that. And if it isn't in the plan for me to end up spending forever with a guy, then I am meant for something else that is more perfect.

My point is: for every wonderful guy that isn't the one I'm meant to date, that means there is somebody more wonderful out there if that is what God's perfect plan holds for me. I trust in God's perfect plan, and that is enough for me!