Saturday, December 21, 2013

Merry Christmas to me: Aggie Ring

Although I am never very good at playing the "what do you want for Christmas" game, as I really don't need anything and am always content just being with family and friends over the holiday, my parents really got me good this year!

Since we are heading up to Iowa tomorrow, we had our family Christmas last night. And this was the first thing I pulled out of my stocking!


My parent's are helping me to get my Aggie Ring in the Spring!! Only 111 days until I have my little piece of gold!!


Wednesday, December 18, 2013

A Father's Provisions

Father's love to provide for their children. My Dad is a perfect example; he will go out of his way to do even the littlest thing to place a grin on my face. And our Heavenly Father is no exception!

I had spent a good bit of time last semester looking into jobs for the spring in College Station. I looked into working at preschools, nannying, teaching swim lessons, tutoring... you name it, and I more than likely looked into something very similar.

Unfortunately, nothing worked out with my schedule. Water polo takes up every evening, and then Mondays/Fridays I'm completely booked with observations. Tuesday/Thursdays I'm only free until 2:30 -- that takes out any sort of nannying/tutoring shindig. It was rather frustrating to consistently not be qualified or able to apply for anything.

It's not that I NEEDED a job. More of, I wanted to have a bit of extra money so that I wouldn't have to be as stingy with money. So that if friends wanted to go out to supper, I could go too and enjoy myself, not worrying about what I was going to skip out on later. I want to have a little bit extra so that I could provide for my friends -- you know, surprise them with a Sonic drink, buy their movie ticket just because, things like that.

Granted, after this last semester, I began to doubt if taking on a job was even a good idea. Did I really need to add one more thing to my crazy schedule? Ultimately, I decided yes. I decided that getting a job would give me something else to do, essentially providing a break from the chaoticness of what college is.

When finals hit I pretty much gave up on looking for anything. I had struck out too many times.

Isn't it funny how when we give up, our Father then is able to step in?

On Monday I received an email from one of my Spring professors, offering me a job within the education department at A&M. This is a job that you can not apply for, rather you must be recommended by 2 individual professors before you can be considered. So, I am pleased to announce that I have accepted a job as a University Peer Mentor (UPM) within the College of Education at Texas A&M. Essentially, I will be similar to a TA. I will be assigned a professor with a writing-intensive education class and will be responsible for helping the students in that class with all of their papers and writing assignments. I will do a lot of editing of papers and probably a fair share of grading. I will only work ten hours a week, 5 of which will be when I host my own Office Hours. I will get a good "in" with all of the education professors, while maintaining a prestige job based only off of recommendations.

I guess you could say I'm stoked with this incredible opportunity. And the Father only placed it in my life when I quit trying to make other things work. He always provides, yet I saw those provisions as me applying and interviewing for a job, when really He took that entire process away, granting me a job without me even knowing about the opening, without an application, and without an interview. He just needed me to quit trying on my own.

Y'all. Our Father provides. Sometimes we just have to humble ourselves down enough to trust in Him.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

My 2 Rules

Today was an incredible day with Katie and Myriam. Katie graduated on Friday from Texas A&M and then came to Cypress for a few days to stay with Myriam and hang out before heading back to San Antonio. Since Myriam and I only live 20 minutes from each other, it made it easy for us to spend today together!

We went ice-skating, walked through The American Girl Doll Store, looked at wedding dresses and baby clothes, and then went to see Santa. It was an incredible day! When we got back to my house came the part of the day that I was dreading the most: saying goodbye.

In two-weeks Katie will be leaving for Turkey where she will spend 4 weeks in training, and then she will move to the Tunisia in the Middle East where she will spend the next year working in a school. After a tearfilled goodbye, this is what I wrote to Katie on facebook:



This girl has been by my side through thick and thin over the last 2.5 years. She is one of the most compassionate and caring people that I have ever met, and has a true love for life. Today represented our friendship perfectly: trying something new, laughing at ourselves consistently, and allowing our kids-at-heart selves to take control as we posed for pictures with Santa. Although we won't be able to walk through life hand-in-hand anymore when she moves to the Middle East, there is not any amount of distance that could separate us. So Katie, as you follow your dreams, remember that we are proud of you! And also remember my 2 rules: 1) Stay safe and 2) When you find the man of your dreams, you have to bring him back to the States so we can approve.

Have a blast on this journey, Katie, and always remember we are so proud of you!


Monday, December 16, 2013

Leadership Ladies

For the first time since we all were asked to be on Cho-Yeh's 2014 Leadership Team, all of the ladies were in the same place! And we couldn't be more excited to love each other and catch up on life! 

From left to right:

Hanna Kuhn (the one laying across us): I have known Hanna for over 4 years now, and she is incredible. We were co's once and although we are VERY different people, we have the same irks and annoyances, as well as the same overflowing passion for Cho-Yeh. Hanna will be the Sweet Gum Super this summer (the supervisor over the elementary girls campsite), and therefore she will be my roommate!

Cambria Dotson: I met Cambria in May when she was in my staff training cabin. She slept on the bunk above mine, and every morning I would force a smile on my face to tell her no when she asked if she had shaken the bunk much the night before, although truthfully I was woken up about every hour. From that week that I got to live with Cambria, I knew that she was leadership material; Nate and I called it week 1 of camp as well. Cambria will be leading the Work Crew program this summer!

Katy Dodd: Of all the girls on leadership, Katy is the one that I know the least. Although we had several heart to hearts last summer at Lake Livingston, our paths didn't cross much last summer when we met. I am so pumped to get to know her better though! Katy will be on Program Team this summer, leading all of the evening programs, rally, Alpha/Omega initiation, and all things programy!

Erin Begle: I have known Erin for over 6 years now. Erin and I were campers in the same cabin back in 2009, and have been friends ever since. We almost lived together my sophomore year when she was looking at coming to A&M, but ended up deciding to play softball for the University of Dallas. This summer Erin will be one of the two Hickory Supers, leading the middle school and high school girls campsite!

Me: ACTIVITIES TEAM! WHOOP!

Allyssa Bradburn: I have know Lyss for nearly 2 years now, but we just got close last summer. She is one of the most loving and caring girls that I know, and was by my side all through when I was struggling to figure out where the Father was calling me for this year. She is going to be joining Erin as the other Hickory Super, and I know that she is going to ROCK leading those older girls and counselors!

So that's all of us. These are the girls that I will be living everyday life with this next summer, and I can't wait to serve our Father together with each and every one of them!



Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Enjoyable? Maybe Not. Good? Most Definitely.


Well, I did it. I have officially survived the hardest semester of college thus far.

There wasn’t anything “easy” about this semester. I came in not honestly wanting to be in College Station. My heart longed to be at Cho-Yeh where I had the opportunity to take a year off of school and see what camp ministry was all about. That decision to date has been the hardest choice I have ever made. Unfortunately, nobody really understands the toughness behind that because nobody truly knows what camp ministry means to me.

So not only did I start the semester off in rough patch to begin with, I encountered several roadblocks this semester. I had to cancel our annual fall water polo tournament, failing my first job as president. I ended up supposedly breaking my foot. I dealt with reoccurring stress-induced headaches. I had my fair share of roommate drama. I put myself out there and was vulnerable with a guy that I liked and was hurt. I struggled with unreasonable professors and a professor who tiptoed the line of sexual harassment. I let my emotions get the best of me on several occasions.

This semester hasn’t been easy. But I can honestly say it has been good. Did I “enjoy” this semester? I don’t know. That one is still up for debate. But it has been GOOD because I can honestly leave College Station knowing that I have been taught, shaped and molded this semester. The Father has taught me to slow down and the importance of taking care of myself. I’ve been taught how lost I am when I don’t make it a daily priority to sit down at His feet. I’ve been molded into a more patient person. I have learned to view what were annoying tasks of cleaning up after my roommates as a way to serve and love them. I’ve been reminded time and time again about the unfathomable magnitude of my Father’s love for me and how he cares for me even in the daily mundane parts of my life, because nothing is mundane to Him as he orchestrates every minute thing for the good of those who love Him. For the good of His sons and daughters. For my good. Because as flawed as I am, I am His. He loves me in spite of me, messes and imperfections included.

Despite the challenges, heart-aches, teary phone calls an struggles, it is these things, these lessons, that have made this semester GOOD. 

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Economics Hours


Monday, December 2nd: 4 hours
Tuesday, December 3rd: 6 hours
Wednesday, December 4th: 14 hours
Thursday, December 5th: 11 hours
Friday, December 6th: 5 hours
Saturday, December 7th: 8 hours
Sunday, December 8th: 12 hours
Monday, December 9th: 16 hours
Tuesday, December 10th: 7 hours

Total Time: 83 Hours.

Do I feel confident in the material? Not really, but at this point, I can't look at this any more. I gave up on getting an A in this class a while ago and am just shooting for my B. I just can't wait for this to be over with!!!

Who Does She Think She Is, Hermione Granger?

During finals week, the library becomes an interesting place. And by "interesting", I mean incredibly boring, but you are so overwhelmed and stressed out that everything becomes interesting.

The library system at A&M is pretty good about providing stress-relieving techniques. They offer free massages at the library on West Campus, last night there was stress-reliever dogs in the lobby of Evans, and Christmas carolers outside. The library also provided hot chocolate from 10 PM - 2 AM! We might have gone down for seconds and thirds...

By far my favorite stress-reliever of last night was when a little girl came up behind me and tapped me on the shoulder. She couldn't have been older than 7 years old. She handed me two pieces of gum and a "good luck penny" to put on Sully while she wished me good luck on finals. Her momma stood a few feet behind, proud grin filling her face. It was absolutely precious.

And the last stress-relieving/laughable moment of the 16 hour Evans marathon. At one point the girl at the table next to me was talking pretty loudly to somebody else at the table. At one point this is what she said, "I actually enjoy finals. It's like professors are giving us a present to improve our grades at the end of the semester  ... Uh, who does she think she is, Hermione Granger?

Countdown to Christmas Break: 17 hours.



Sunday, December 8, 2013

"It Takes a Village" - Finals Style

The famous African proverb says "it takes a village to raise a child". I have come up with a spin off of that quote to fit around finals week: "It takes a village to survival finals"

It takes a friend calling you up on Thursday night when you're in the middle of a stress/panic attack to speak scripture over you and tell you it is going to be okay.

It takes your parents coming up to take you out to dinner and get your mind away from school.

It takes a movie night with your best friends where you spend so long laughing that you don't even know what happened in the movie.

It takes Rachel getting up early before her final to make breakfast, and make enough so that you can have some too when you wake up.

It takes watching the SEC championship game while you copy economics notes.

It takes wearing gloves IN the library while you study. And it takes determination to outlast the cold and not just close the books and leave.

It takes giving yourself time to just "be" (aka painting your finger nails, watching a movie, etc.)

It takes your best friend checking on you daily to make sure you aren't stressing out too much, while reminding you to make sure you shower and eat meals and sleep...

It takes an hour long phone conversation with a friend to pull you out of the world of finals and back to reality where studying isn't the only thing.

It takes lounging in the living room with Rachel, enjoying moments of just being roommates.

It takes knowing when to call it quits and remembering that sleep is a critical component in survival.

It takes a Father whose love is not dependent on final grades or exams.

It takes a lot to get through finals, but with the right support, love and reminders, it is possible! Only 58 hours left until CHRISTMAS BREAK! ... Not like anybody is counting!

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

These are a few of my FAVORITE things!

For some reason, "The Sound of Music"'s song "These Are a Few of My Favorite Things" has been stuck in my head all day. So, as a study break I decided to share some of my favorite things that still happen during finals week!


  • Candles making the entire apartment smell like winter
  • 85 degree weather
  • Worship outside
  • Afternoon naps
  • Christmas movies as I copy notes
  • Rachel's playlist that is filling the living room
  • NOT getting sick from spaghetti sauce (... because that happened today)
  • Walking through campus with Rach making Native American noises
  • Driving with the windows down
  • Fingernail polish
  • Saving $30 on our electricity bill this month
  • Huge headbands that cover up the greasy hair that is proof it's finals week
  • Singing in the shower when aforementioned greasy hair is just too gross to deal with
  • Fruit Dip with EVERYTHING.
  • Lots of time with friends (even if that just means sitting at the same table studying)
I was reminded today that although it is finals week which definitely means any semblance of normalcy and sanity is thrown out the window, there are still good things intertwined within the craziness. Even if those "good things" are as simple as throwing on a happy bright blue cost of nail polish on your toes for a study break. There are good things in every day, and these are some of my favorite things!


Monday, December 2, 2013

"Statistics, not smoking!!"

Hour 4 of being stuck at the library:

Myriam: "I failed my statistics test, even with a 25 point curve..."
Me: "Ugh.. I have to take that class next semester"
Myriam: "Yeah, but I'm in biostatistics... so it's like regular statistics but health related. They really like smoking and lung cancer."
Me: "That's what I'm going to be doing when I don't have class on Wednesday's next semester!"
Myriam & Katie: "Uhh..."
Me: "Statistics, not smoking!"

Yep... We've been here too long.

Also, for a pretty accurate description of my next week, check out this BuzzFeed article. I'm currently on stage 9!

http://www.buzzfeed.com/spenceralthouse/the-33-stages-of-finals-week-a078

Here's to finals week: the week when all good eating habits and sleeping patterns are thrown out the window, the week when calories don't count and showering daily is optional! Just kidding about that... but kinda.

Sunday, December 1, 2013

10 Days.

That's it, just 10 days until this semester is OVER with!

This semester hasn't been the easiest. I had my doubts of whether I was even supposed to be in College Station this year. I struggled with being motivated to do well. There were days when I didn't even care about school. I worked through a "broken foot" (who knows if it was actually broken/fractured or not...). We had our ups and downs with polo. There were roommate/apartment tensions.

Regardless, this semester hasn't been the easiest, but it is almost done. I have TEN days until it is over with. I have 2 days of classes, 2 "dead/days" (aka study all day because all classes are cancelled), and then finals begin on Friday. My last final is Wednesday the 11th and then I'll be DONE!

So to celebrate, Rach and I are having a Disney Pandora "name-that-movie" study party. AKA, Disney pandora is playing and every time a new song comes on we race to see who can name the movie the song is from... Yep, we are 5 year olds at heart :)